Stay true(?)

OK... so, I'm not skinny. And I'm not going to be, at least not now, or tomorrow, or soon.
But I've realized that we're much more than that.
Why do I want to be skinny?
What would it allow me to do?
Who will I be?

The truth is that I can't wait to have those qualities, I have to embrace my life and live it without worrying about how goo/bad/fat/thin/stupid/smart I look.

THIS is who I am, what I like and what I can do. Maybe I'll never figure out anything. Maybe I'll always have a defect. Maybe I won't find someone that understands me, but deep inside, I feel in peace with myself.

I want to be surrounded by people who believe in life the way I do, people who teach me, people without masks.

I want to feel myself, enjoy company as much as I've enjoyed this time alone.