OK... so, I'm not skinny. And I'm not going to be, at least not now, or tomorrow, or soon.
But I've realized that we're much more than that.
Why do I want to be skinny?
What would it allow me to do?
Who will I be?
The truth is that I can't wait to have those qualities, I have to embrace my life and live it without worrying about how goo/bad/fat/thin/stupid/smart I look.
THIS is who I am, what I like and what I can do. Maybe I'll never figure out anything. Maybe I'll always have a defect. Maybe I won't find someone that understands me, but deep inside, I feel in peace with myself.
I want to be surrounded by people who believe in life the way I do, people who teach me, people without masks.
I want to feel myself, enjoy company as much as I've enjoyed this time alone.